don't be sad ;-)

our life turns upside down when sumting crushed into us rite? the sky seems to be just right up our head n everything seems coming to the end. thats what we call life. there is a time we'll be happy n live at the bottom when everything looks so perfect n still...but there will always be a time when we feel the deepest pain n our life turns out to be almost at the end.

i still remember when i feel such pain, there is a book entitled "don't be sad"..nice book lol! really n truly. when i first read the first page, my heart stuck at it just like it wont let it go. the truth is, i never like this kind of book but this is an exception ;-) it is a motivation book but i forget who the writer is, but if i'm not mistaken, by h.m tuah i guess.

i know when we feel sad, we will be wasting our time by crying all day long. i am not saying that it is a sin for us to cry, yes we can cry indeed but then what is the purpose then? we cry, cry n yet we cry but the thing is, it will still remain as same as it will be. it won't change anything. some people said i'm a really tough n cold-hearted as i wont express my feelings when sumting bad happened. am i normal or not? thats their question. fyi, i'm totally normal. like anyone else, yes i will feel sad when sumting bad happened or when i'm frust ( even only last for 5, 10 minutes ;p) but then this question will bump into my dummy brain "why shud i be crying for sumting that will never solved?"

this question keep bugging n bugging me but even my tears wont come out even if i forced them to come ! ;p n yet i'm really thankful to my dearest god for creating me to be really defensive inside although people still as me to be softer! ( maybe one fine day i will) ;-)